Throughout her entire career on the internet, Lele has never before mentioned her struggles with OCD, but in the docuseries, she reveals its severe impact on her life. She explains how she has the compulsion to touch things and complete tasks in sets of threes — once for her, once for her mom, and once for her dad. 

"And if I didn't touch everything, I thought my family was going to die," she says in the series' trailer.

Lele says this series is the most vulnerable she's ever been with her fans, as her severe OCD is her "deepest, darkest secret."

“I want to show the unfiltered Lele and the imperfect because I owe it to [my fans],” Lele told Forbes about the series. “They have always been super vulnerable with me, and this is for them.”

In a good portion of the documentary, Lele talks to the camera without makeup and in sweatpants, making herself appear even more vulnerable as she opens up.

“Sometimes we filmed it when I was worse, and sometimes we filmed it when I wasn’t that bad,” she said. “I wanted to show the journey, and that’s the way we did the documentary.”

"I want them to understand that OCD is serious if you have it. It’s not an adjective. It’s a disorder,” she continued. “I want people to know that if they have it, they can succeed. They can do whatever. It doesn’t define you.”